I need a new movie playing in my head

I finally understand what it means to be so caught up in something that you loose you head.

 

I finally understand what it means to be part of something so much bigger than yourself and the immediate people around you.

 

I finally understand what it means to hang your head in disbelief and defeat.

 

I finally know what it feels like to be heart broken and crying because your team didn’t win.

 

I finally know that I will still stand proud in my team colours even after disappointment.

 

I know what it means to analyses moments in my head and somehow make changes.

 

I finally know what it means to be a fan.